“The days are long but the years are short”—Lazarus Long, or
Gretchen Rubin, depending on your source.
I am very, very close to being halfway through my
#100DaysofHealth project. It’s stunning to think that it’s been 7 weeks. It
feels like forever, but also like I just started.
In 7 weeks, I’ve worked out for 40 hours—a full work week. I’ve
spend at least 25 hours writing blog posts, and probably 40 if you count
thinking about blog posts and researching blog posts. I’ve used up 2 bottles of
sunscreen, which is literally more than I’ve used in an entire year in the
past. I’ve meditated for roughly 7 hours (which is about 8 hours less than I think
I should have). I’ve eaten pounds of watermelon (my go-to treat when I’m not
eating sweets). I’ve eaten fish 40 times, vegan meals 5 times, chicken or
turkey 20 times, and red meat less than a dozen.
What I haven’t done, interestingly, is lost any weight. Since
day 1, yes, I’m down roughly 6 pounds. But since a month ago, I’ve been
circling the same weight, +/- 1 pound, every day. The smartboy says he can tell
that I’m more muscular. My friend claims that she can see a difference. I can’t.
And even though my stated goal for #100DaysofHealth was to be stronger, live
longer, survive the zombie invasion, I have to say the no weight loss thing is
a bit frustrating.
I can definitely tell I’m stronger. Last weekend’s 90 minute
bike ride would have had me limping for days, had I done it in May; it didn’t even
create a blip on my physical radar. In fact, it’s been a couple of weeks since
a workout left me really sore (vs. the first month or more, when EVERY workout
left me sore).
I still have to make myself remember to eat more vegetables
than meat. I still have to remember to eat mindfully, and stop when I’m full. I
still have to work to not resent the amount of time that all this working out
and blogging takes away from my business tasks and personal life. I still have
to make myself remember why I’m doing this.
But since the first half of my 100 days was focused
primarily on my physical health, I’m going to put some effort into focusing the
second half on my mental health. I’m not 100% sure what that means yet, because
apparently there’s no such thing as “mental health”, except that it’s lack of
mental illness. As it’s evolving in my head, it’s going to end up being
something more about peace or happiness, if I can find some leading indicators
of what’s going to produce peace or happiness for me.
But that’s for another day. Tomorrow, in fact.
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